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[smibbo]

Okay, the first step in recovery is admitting you have a problem.
In the spirit of faith¹, I will admit my problems²:

- I play Star Wars Galaxies when I ought to be doing something productive or educational
- I get on LJ when I ought to be doing something productive or educational
- I spend money on things to cheer me up when I ought to be saving it so I can pay all my bills on time for a change
- I don't want to stay "hooked up" with Baphomet, but I don't want to split up either
- I feel guilty about everything I do wrong and everything I don't do at all
- I need to go to the doctor but I am avoiding it
- all I can think about with pleasure is diversionary things
- there is a black ant running around and around my monitor and I'm watching him thinking "what the hell is your problem?" but I'm not doing anything about it.




¹y'know I originally typed "in the pirate of faith" now what in hell does that mean?
²"problems" meaning difficulties of the current vein - as opposed to diffculties that are prolonged or pervasive

Comments

What is the ant trying to tell you?

[satia.livejournal.com]

Maybe the ant is a metaphor of something else?

Re: What is the ant trying to tell you?

[not-hothead-yet.livejournal.com]

considering he's carrying the dead carcass of a fire ant.... the metaphor is just too damned obvious and I find it annoying.