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May. 22nd, 2003 04:08 pmI am existing in a state of complete fog. This pain must be inducing lots of endorphins or something because I feel like I just woke up but i've been up for 2 hours already. My right arm is a mass of radiated pain down to my wrist and my right shoulder just keeps hurting hurting hurting.
I do not want to do anything. Sitting in my car hurts, driving the car hurts, usign the telephone hurts, eating hurts, everything fucking hurts.
On the other hand, I think its getting better. I'm not crying now; that's gotta be a good sign. I'm tired though. I just want to sleep endlessly. Took two codeine pills last night and although they softened the pain up some, they didn't remove it by any stretch of the imagination. Everywhere I move, it hurts. My stomach is queasy still and there's a muscle in my groin that occasionally wakes up and announces its presence.
This fog is interesting though... kinda like "nothing can touch me" until a spasm hits again.
I do not want to do anything. Sitting in my car hurts, driving the car hurts, usign the telephone hurts, eating hurts, everything fucking hurts.
On the other hand, I think its getting better. I'm not crying now; that's gotta be a good sign. I'm tired though. I just want to sleep endlessly. Took two codeine pills last night and although they softened the pain up some, they didn't remove it by any stretch of the imagination. Everywhere I move, it hurts. My stomach is queasy still and there's a muscle in my groin that occasionally wakes up and announces its presence.
This fog is interesting though... kinda like "nothing can touch me" until a spasm hits again.
