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smibboI had yet another lascivious dream about having sex with a woman. Grr! This one was unusual because in it, the woman was ordering me about. I've never been submissive, in bed or otherwise, so it kinda surprised me in the dream that I was complying with her wishes. She was the usual dream-girl; light, short-clipped hair, thin body with little muscle tone, piercing blue eyes and only a little taller than me. In short, aside from the height, everything I am NOT attracted to in women. Go figure. Usually she looks very young - younger than me by far - sometimes young enough for me to be embarrassed that I'm doing her, but last night's woman was youngish but not tragically so.
The whole thing was extremely atypical except for her looks.
Thing is, I've been having these dreams for a while and they're driving me NUTS!!!
Right. So, Dot called me a couple of days ago. Did I ever mention that she has light, short-clipped hair, is rail-thin with no muscle tone, wears light purple contacts over her brown eyes and is only a little taller than me? Yeah, and she's about 14 years younger than me too. Arrrrgh.
Right. So.
Anyway... this dream was odd becauase in it, the dream-girl was really pissed off about something, she was stomping around, yelling at various people. She seemed to be especially pissed at some guy. I was watching her, just noticing her attire really: she looked like a toned-down version of a pro dominatrix. At one point she whirled around and pointed at me
"YOU!" she screamed "you give head?"
I was shocked but I nodded.
"Lightening fast?" she yelled
I nodded again.
"GET OVER HERE!"
Right. So.
I am not going to make this pornography (you'll have to wait on that.... I'm not sure I'm all that capable of writing porn that works too well) I'm just going to say that while I was doing as she commanded, my brain was churning away full-blast. I was amazed at myself for following orders so quickly and I was surprised that I didn't mind at all. I didn't feel in the least bit humiliated or debased or anything; I felt like I was simply helping out someone. I had this feeling like she was actually a scared spoiled child who needed to feel in control for a little while. I felt as if I was the one who was really running the show and that my benevolence was keeping this role-playing going on.
I'm sure all my little armchair-amalyst friends will just have a FIELD day with all this.
Go ahead.
Give me your take on this.
Remember, I haven't told you everything!
*grins*
The whole thing was extremely atypical except for her looks.
Thing is, I've been having these dreams for a while and they're driving me NUTS!!!
Right. So, Dot called me a couple of days ago. Did I ever mention that she has light, short-clipped hair, is rail-thin with no muscle tone, wears light purple contacts over her brown eyes and is only a little taller than me? Yeah, and she's about 14 years younger than me too. Arrrrgh.
Right. So.
Anyway... this dream was odd becauase in it, the dream-girl was really pissed off about something, she was stomping around, yelling at various people. She seemed to be especially pissed at some guy. I was watching her, just noticing her attire really: she looked like a toned-down version of a pro dominatrix. At one point she whirled around and pointed at me
"YOU!" she screamed "you give head?"
I was shocked but I nodded.
"Lightening fast?" she yelled
I nodded again.
"GET OVER HERE!"
Right. So.
I am not going to make this pornography (you'll have to wait on that.... I'm not sure I'm all that capable of writing porn that works too well) I'm just going to say that while I was doing as she commanded, my brain was churning away full-blast. I was amazed at myself for following orders so quickly and I was surprised that I didn't mind at all. I didn't feel in the least bit humiliated or debased or anything; I felt like I was simply helping out someone. I had this feeling like she was actually a scared spoiled child who needed to feel in control for a little while. I felt as if I was the one who was really running the show and that my benevolence was keeping this role-playing going on.
I'm sure all my little armchair-amalyst friends will just have a FIELD day with all this.
Go ahead.
Give me your take on this.
Remember, I haven't told you everything!
*grins*
